November 2010
8 posts
“Love is the longing for the half of ourselves we have lost.”
– Milan Kundera (via kari-shma)
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“Our journey as human beings is not about following a pre-ordained path, but...”
love is the most dangerous drug. it has the most...
Via blackberry!
Whoa!
wow.
haven’t blogged in a long time. but i have a feeling that being back will be nice.
reading over old blogs, i still have the same things going on, just different time, different place, and a way different pace.
over the hurts, over the pains, just living from day to day, making it by.
oh the joys and struggles of being young.
August 2009
3 posts
ha. college.
I was walking away from a class, down some stairs, and saw some guy totally walk into a window.
it made my day.
i laughed hard.
then walked away.
FML.
i’m too poor for this. damn.
$318 for 4 books. i’m now poor.
over half of my paycheck.
i still have car insurance, $124, fixing my muffler, $89. being poor, priceless.
i better do well in school, or i will throw up on somebody’s face.
16 oz. soy chai latte w/two add shots.
go go juice for the day. :) so far, working and going to college doesn’t seem to hard. just sleep when i have a chance. caffine and niccotine are my friends. expresso is called expresso for a reason, it makes your body go express. :)
moving back home was another fantastic idea. i’m glad i did it. i missed my mommy. and i missed my dog. and i hated buying my own food all of the time.
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July 2009
1 post
i've been out for a bit.
last week tonsilitis sucked. the last few days…with quitting smoking, has sucked…but shopping today was amazing. being a vegitarian is amazing. and tomorrow donating my blood will be amazing. and the h.p. premier tomorrow will be b.a. and yet again…amazing. :)
indeed.
June 2009
84 posts
i'm a little down today, and kinda hurt a lot bit...
home.
i was out of town for the last few days, camping.
i was in the mountians with god and fellow believers.
i have a lot of things to think about.
but i can do it.
but if it helps, i had an amazing time. :)
and it was beautiful.
insomnia.
so today i went and saw my family. after two weeks of not seeing them, it was amazing!
i’m so happy i went. and very pleased with the night.
i just wish i could start sleeping at night again. it would be very nice.
this happens to me all of the time.
i was talking to my mom about it, and she told me that it is genetic.
my grandfather doesn’t sleep, she doesn’t sleep, and neither...
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i love you.
i love you mom…so much.
i don’t even know where to start on how sorry i am.
i know you read this, so i thought i would say…
i’m very excited to see you. :)
kiss me through the phone.
i so want to tell that to somebody someday.
really. and everytime i hear the song, it makes the desire even worse, because i know who i would say it to too. :/
walmart.
i had nothing to do tonight…so….me and mike went to walmart. we walked and talked around the store, then we played ball. it was fun. i haven’t done something like that for a long time. we bought doughnuts, and i got cough drops for cory, the doughnuts were good. i usually don’t eat that kind of stuff, but i did.
he is just a nice guy. and i’m glad we got to hang out...
happy happy happy.
i’m soooo happy. today i went shopping, and i’ve lost weight. i’m going to buy my first bikini, maybe not to wear in public yet, but hell, and i helped a frien find a good suit.
i finally talked to someone i’ve been dying to talk to… tommor is friday. it just sounds appealing.
i just am starting to feel good about things.
i think i’m almost ready to talk to...
People that have no place in my life:
havent-got-a-prayer:
-Bigots -Prudes -Hypocrites -Negative people -‘My way or the highway’ people -People who are intolerant of another’s personal beliefs or opinions
Feel free to add your own to the list.
hmmm. -polluters -jerks -angry people -and people that don’t understand.
“It was in love I was created and in love is how I hope I die.”
– paolo nutini
soooo sooo exhausted.
what hurts the most.
is not having a clue what is going through your head.
not knowing what is happening between us.
not being able to see or talk to you.
feeling like a do about you
…only to have my heart ripped out?
why do i always do this to myself?
i’ll feel like we make some sort of progress, but no…
it’s like nothing ever happened.
and at least before anything did happen or at least...
walky walky walky.
tonight aly is over. we all went for a walk. dillon came with us, then we even saw rayne and kevin. near the end, aaron showed up.
but it was fun. and i feel good.
forth wise man.
Ragner: Really Terra, if you want to do something, you will always find a way to balance it into your life, I do it.
Terra: What are you Gandhi?
Bryan: haha, good one.
Ragner: Actually, I'm a wise man, the one you never heard about.
Terra: Really? like what gift did you give to Jesus?
Ragner: a freakin sweet Lambo; the crucifiction is just a ploy story, he actually died in a car crash.
When i’m old, i want people to snap shots of me.
“There is no room in my body for anything but you. My arms love you, my ears...”
– William Goldman, The Princess Bride: S. Morgenstern’s Classic Tale of True Love and High Adventure
The Way I Am - Ingrid Michaelson
“If you were...
“ A kiss is a rosy dot over the ‘i’ of loving. ”
– Cyrano De Bergerac
“You were given life; it is your duty (and also your entitlement as a human...”
– Elizabeth Gilbert
that's right.
home from the midnight walk.
talked to my mom, she hung up on me, peupht. talked to my minister, i’m going to camp next week. talked to glenna’s ex fling, made glenna mad. i’m such a screw up sometimes.
it sucks being who i am at times. i mean really.
walk time.
yep that’s right.
Jewel | Foolish Games
retail therapy!
i went shopping today with lyndsey. i spent some money, on myself.
and i liked it.
my new vegitarian and homeless diet is resulting in massive weightloss, and i like it too much.
i’m down in pants shirts and bra sizes. thank you jesus!
all in all, a very accomplishing shopping trip. four tops, five pairs of panties, some new sunglasses, a necklace, and a two great new handbags. woo woo!
home from work.
i did something very independent today. i’m proud of myself.
tonight i go shopping with my friend lyndsey from work.
what have you done today terra?
so far, i’ve woken up, gotten ready, took an application to the ymca, fell asleep in the car, smoked, and gotten ready to work.
i’ve also decided that i will be opening a new bank account today.
thank god payday is finally here.
“To know that we know what we know, and to know that we do not know what we do...”
– Copernicus
pantie party!
that’s right. i had one with glenna. it was fun.
when we have our own place, i think that we will have pantie party monday’s. and eventually add other people to our parties. haha. :D too much fun.
i hurt my knee.
i don’t know how. and it hurts really bad. like…realllllllyyyy bad.
right now, i wish i had my guitar. i would play that six stringed goddess like i haven’t played her in a long time.
tofu tacos. :)
That’s right. four days sober, and i ate tofu tacos. they were delicious. like…mmmm mmm good. :D took some firm tofu, diced it up, cooked it in some seseme oil with garlic salt and pepper, and i was in heaven.
i think i can do this vegitarian thing, like really. i like the food.
okay more….i’m really angry with someone right now. jerk. actually i’m really angry with...
there's nothing in this world like a nice long hot...
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i hate it when...
you were going to post something totally important, then you get side tracked, and forget. damn.
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yep. true story. i...
my new family.
i love them.
so much. really i do. :)
fresh granola.
is damn good. hot out of the oven and all delicious.
midnight walks. :)
glenna and i have gotten into the habbit of taking really late, midnight walks.
we took one tonight, and i feel pretty good. i talked to a good friend on the phone, and i had quite a good time. :) i love our walks.